he steals kisses in the park.  holds my hand and my waist when we walk.  he talks to me til 4 am, we lend each other books and music.  he puts his hand on my knee or in mine while were in the car even though he drives a stick. he tells me im different than any girl hes ever met, that even though he doesnt like brown eyes mine are kind of orange and deep.  he says he likes that im challenging and intelligent and dont accept everything he says.

and last night he looked me in my eyes and told me how important i was to him, how he would leave everyone at the bar to take a walk with me.  then he introduced me to the girl i saw him making out with when i first got to the bar.  then he told me he was going to get another drink.  then i watched them leave together and i watched him ignore my call as they drove past.

And for you I keep my legs apart
And forget about my tainted heart.